wherever you are

I hope you are happy, would you like to tell me how i deal with everything now? its supposed to be parents evening again, the kids brought there folios home again, and guess what...you know on what makes me sad? well on each of the kids answer 'daddy dying makes me sad' ....aren't you a FUCKING HERO!!! you know I wish I could see you now, just to slap you extremely hard and tell you to FUCK OFF! come back and make the kids better, tell them you haven't trashed there futures, explain to them that you didnt love any of us enough to be a normal husband, a normal dad!!!!!! its a good job I cant get down to your grave now..I would be kicking you.......I am really not happy with you AT ALL! total moron!!!